Rapper Sean “Diddy” Combs finally broke his silence following news of the shocking death of his ex-girlfriend/model, Kim Porter, with whom shares three children.
“For the last three days, I’ve been trying to wake up out of this nightmare. But I haven’t. I don’t know what I’m going to do without you, baby,” the 49-year-old rapper tweeted Sunday, along with a video of the two of them together. (RELATED: Diddy: ‘We Don’t Really Give A F–k About Trump’)
Entertainer Sean “P. Diddy” Combs (R) and girlfriend Kim Porter arrive at the 77th annual Academy Awards in Hollywood, February 27, 2005. Combs is a presenter for the awards show. REUTERS/John Schults
“I miss you so much,” he added. “Today I’m going to pay tribute to you, I’m going to try and find the words to explain our unexplainable relationship.”
For the last three days I’ve been trying to wake up out of this nightmare. But I haven’t. I don’t know what I’m going to do without you baby. I miss you so much. Today I’m going to pay tribute to you, I’m going to try and find the words to explain our unexplainable relationship. pic.twitter.com/QtVnUrv0ep
— Diddy (@Diddy) November 18, 2018
We were more than best friends, we were more than soulmates. WE WERE SOME OTHER SHIT!! And I miss you so much. Super Black Love
— Diddy (@Diddy) November 18, 2018
Porter, who has three kids with the “Draft Day” star was found dead Thursday in her Toluca Lake, California, home. She was 47 years old. The mother of four had reportedly recently been feeling ill and was dealing with the “flu-like symptoms.”
When she went to bed Wednesday night she reportedly complained of not feeling well. A 911 call referred to a patient in cardiac arrest. The official cause of death is pending a toxicology report.
Combs later posted a clip on Instagram showing numerous pictures of the two of them together and with their children. He captioned the post, “I’ll raise our family just like you taught me to. Love you forever!!!! I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS SHIT!!!!!! F*****CCCKKKKKKK!!!!!! Smfh.”
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On Sunday, the performer hosted a private memorial to his ex for family and friends, according to TMZ. More than 100 people showed up at Diddy’s home in Bel-Air that was filled with pictures of the former model and her family. Celebrities like Mary J. Blige, Pharrell and French Montana were reportedly among the guests.